My boyfriend is now officially my fiance! I cannot believe I'm finally going to get married and hopefully (fingers crossed) have children. It's all I've ever wanted. I'm 37 years old and I feel like I've waited so long for this and been through so many arseholes to get here! Only a year ago I was beginning to think this would never happen. I feel so lucky right now. Someone actually wants me. He actually wants to marry me and gave children with me! It's almost unbelievable! I love him so much. X