Today like any other day I feel sad, I realize that all I gave him was for nothing... I miss the old days, I miss being free, don’t get me wrong I love our child but I don’t like being here lonely and barely surviving, I can’t do anything to fix this and I agree and accepted it but today I just can’t and I wish things were different. I cry because I’m capable of too many things and I just can’t do anything I’m stuck here until you’re done with me...