I need some advice 😪

My boyfriend is currently jobless rn, has been for about 2 months now. And all he ever does is sleep, take naps, or goes to his brothers house to play video games all day. We don’t text when he’s over there and we obviously don’t text when he’s asleep.

And even when he’s at home I feel like I’m having to keep the conversations going.

I feel lonely. I feel a little bit unwanted as well, like my presence isn’t needed.

I know I shouldn’t because these are harmless things, but I only see him 2 or 3 days a week and the rest of the days he spends at his brothers. I’ve been occupying myself, obviously, but I get sad every time he tells me he’s going over there because I know we won’t speak the rest of the day.

I also don’t have any friends close by to hang out with so that sucks. I’m hoping going to college in the fall will help me with that lol.

I also feel like I can’t express these feelings to him because it’ll seem like I’m controlling or something.

I need advice.