Two miscarriages

Anna

I had a miscarriage three months ago which shattered me. I found out I was pregnant again on Saturday, I was so happy and enjoyed it for two days, we planned the future until the bleeding started again. I’ve just had it confirmed that I’ve had another miscarriage. This has hit me so much harder. I feel absolutely shattered, my heart physically hurts. What am I doing wrong? I hate myself at the minute. Please anyone been through this?