well, tomorrow I'll be 36 weeks pregnant with my husband's first born. I have a almost 5 year old from a previous "relationship" but I've been with my hubby since I was preg with my son. I have bipolar, anxiety && severe depression. . Right now I am on the verge of going 50 shades of psycho. He works 3rd shift . He has an alcohol problem . (He just did 4 years in prison.. he's on papers for the next 7 years) so mind you, drinking is FORBIDDEN!! he comes home EVERY MORNING with some beer. I've caught this mf looking at porn on numerous occasions. Yeah, it's natural but I'm PREGNANT with YOUR CHILD. you get some booty on demand. . Df you need porn for? On his days off, he's drunk. I've spent my life since 2010 ALONE .. whyyyyy do I wanna be alone now? Omg. Ladies, please. Tell me I ain't goin crazy . Just lookin at this mf pisses me OFF!! -_-

Okay, rant over (: