A bit of a venting post, this pregnancy has been an emotional rollercoaster for me since the beginning. The baby's father and i have broken up but in all reality that was a blessing we just aren't right for each other. But then my apartment flooded, not from someone over flowing a toilet or any other common issue with an apartment im mean actually flooded we had got so much rain that it flood my apartment i lost everything my kids lost everything, we ended up in a homeless shelter. Nothing seems right anymore between looking for a place to live and rebuilding our lives im just a total emotional wreck. The baby is doing extremely well even though moms going thru alot to bring her into this world of ours thats been turned upside down. Today i met with Fema at the apartment that flooded i cried seeing all the walls torn out, seeing my livingroom furniture sitting in the hallway completely distroyed was probably the part where it hit me that i am completely unprepared now for baby to make her arrival. I know everything will work out i will have everything together before she gets here but its still very overwhelming at the moment and also having my other 2 children and seeing them go thru it has almost broken me but in some strange way has made me stronger allowing me to push harder to fix this mess that was out of my hands to begin with. Its a long road but we are halfway there and we are going to be just fine hopefully sooner than later.