I know this sounds so dramatic but I just need a reason to live I literally make no good impact in life or anyone else’s my mom hates me genuinely and is going out of her way to make my sibling hate me and they’re me only family my boyfriends so out of my league and my best friend and my only friend is going away for school for 3 years. I’m not even kidding I have no use in this world I just need to know if there’s anything I can do to make an impact at all. Or something that would make me not feel so numb. I’d rather hear responses from people who have been through depression themselves but if you know at all about this feeling please help me.