Hate the wait

Kathryn • Hello everyone, my name is Kathryn and my fiancé and I are trying for baby number 2. We have a 4 year old daughter
So my period is due between the 3rd and 5th of October and I just know it's going to come! I hate that TWW. It feels like the longest and I wanna test but know even if I was it wont be positive my body doesn't give me early positives. All I want in this world if to have a baby. Am I blessed as it is..yes very much so! But I want another baby,sibling for my daughter. I hate the wait to just get w negative