EX Boyfriend Problem

Alejandra • I'm 19. Taurus ♈️. I'm Married 💍. Mexican 🇲🇽.
Well , It's Been A Month Since Me & My Ex Broke Up Because I Found Him With Another Female In His House But I Can't Say They Did Something Because I Got There When I Was "Ready To Knock " & He Was "Opening The Door To Walk Out " But Even Though I Left Him The Next Day At Night I Had Fainted & Lost My Baby Cause Of Stress & Anger . & He Was There But I Felt Like Shit Cause I Felt He Was Just There To Hear The News & Dip Out Of My Life & I'm At The Hospital Trying To Except Such A Hard News . While He Acts Like He Don't Care . & We Didn't Work Out Because He Didn't Want To Change His Old Lifestyle . He Wanted To Continue Drug Dealing & Not Caring That His Mom Had High Blood Pressure.  & Now I Sit Here Missing Him Wanting To Text Him But My Pride Holds Me Back . Cause I Find No Reason To Text Him . I Just Don't Know What Do You Guys Recommend ?