help me asap!

does it make me crazy to want nudes from my bf? we havnt had sex we both want to wait a while. but i really wanna see the D! i don’t wanna ask! please no hate! how do i subtly like get him to send. i’d send too! but only if he sent first! am i crazy for this? if not plz help me out! if i am crazy just be like you cray. and i’ll stop 😂😂😂