My boyfriend went to Mexico and he was going to be there for 1 month and everything was perfect and before he left we would always talk about getting married in the future and having our family and a home,everything was perfect until a couple weeks ago he told me that he has to stay another months which is two months without seeing him and it’s been only a few weeks..he left June 1st and it’s June 21 and we are in bad terms I don’t know if i should stay wait for him bc he’s not the same anymore he’s changed he doesn’t show his love anymore and I don’t feel it anymore and I cry every night bc deep down I love him but idk what I should do..wait for him and see what happens and maybe have my heartbroken or just leave him or take a break and when he gets back we can talk about us.he had also told me that he’s going back in December for Christmas break and he’s thinking of staying there permanently and it broke my heart and I just cried bc we had our future and everything all ready and he’s gonna abandon me..idk what to do I asked him are u sure u want to be with me still and he said yes but our conversation our dry and he don’t express his love anymore but he still wants to be with me...my friends tell me to leave him but I can’t let go he’s my first love and he promised me he would come back and that we would be fine but we aren’t and i don’t anymore but I love him deep down...someone help :((( please.