Need a break

Ki

I think I need to take a break from this app. I feel like I’m slowly losing my sanity tracking everything. I get mad at my husband that we don’t have sex more often. I get mad at myself for not being in the mood more. I get mad and upset every time I get a BFN. I get extra sad when I get AF. I’m so discouraged and starting to hate my body because I don’t understand why something that happen to me by accident many years ago won’t happen now that I want it. TTC is a harder journey than I ever realized. You can do everything right and still not get pregnant. It’s frustrating and heartbreaking. To everyone TTC I wish you all the baby dust. I hope you don’t lose your sanity trying.