I have no one to talk to not even my own family I don’t have friends at all and I just lost the one person I had we broke up Thursday but I just can’t handle it we didn’t have the best relationship we were on and off for the entire year we dated and we weren’t working out but I still love him he broke things off even thru the day before he told me I meant the world to him I wasn’t the best girlfriend so I don’t blame him for getting tired of being with me but I wanted to work things out and continue the relationship I did what I wasn’t suppose to I begged him and it isn’t the first time but I kept messaging him he left me on seen and it hurts but I wanna just know that things will get better I feel like dying literally I have even told him that but i shouldn’t have it isn’t his responsibility I just feel like I’m at my lowest point in life left with no one to talk to to hang out with I don’t love myself I don’t think I have a future I can’t connect with people I feel miserable I depended on him and he was the only person I wanted to spend my life with I wanna just stay in bed and cry but I can’t control it I cry intill my thoughts take over I can’t sleep and I don’t want to eat I want this to be over with but I know I have to go thru it I just feel stupid please help