I pregnant with my second baby.. and I remember with my daughter I was so over joyed.. I was excited to be pregnant.. I couldn’t want for appointments and ultrasounds

But this time around.. I’m sad about it.. I don’t know if it’s because it was completely unplanned.. but I feel so horrible that I feel the way I do.. I don’t wanna feel this way.. I wanna be excited.. but I just can’t.. am I wrong for this..

I just need someone else to tell me they have felt this way before.. and that I’m not alone..