Well I'm 19, 26 weeks pregnant. I was born and raised in Germany but moved to Thousand Oaks/Newbury Park when I was like 17 because I finished my school and wanted to go to university here and be closer to my boyfriend and when we found out that we're pregnant we moved to LA together, but living in LA now and being pregnant and so far away from my family is so hard, my now fianceé works a lot and most of the time I'm home alone like I like his friends but none of them are like mature enough for me I want my baby to be taken serious and they dont really like take it seriously they keep showing up to our house and idk do drugs and who knows what but what hurts me most is like I'm pregnant for the first time in my life and I dont know if I do everything right and like what kind of stuff like pampers to buy for my baby or which like baby dummy to use when my baby is here I mean the midwife is helping me a lot and my fianceé too of course I just feel so alone and last year my grandma and 3 weeks after my cousin passed away and I was very close to both of them and I feel just so alone and so tired I cant go to university anymore and my fianceé doesnt want me to work I dont know anyone in my age who has kids and I dont know how to handle all of that I only want the best for my baby but reading pregnancy books all day long doesnt really help me...