masturbation tips!

Ok i need help! I know a lot of people say “only you know what you like” but honestly... i have no f*****g clue! Clit stimulation feels nice but can’t climax, can’t get any type of toy from a website because I know my family will open my mail, and shower head doesn’t work because it’s too much pressure for me. I need tip or ideas for things I can do because i’m almost always horny and i don’t know what to do anymore! HELP!!! thanks in advance xo