Over due and being a bitch!!!

Ladies this is more of a rant but I wanted to

Post here since we’re all pretty much due or just had a baby !! I’m being a total bitch just frustrated for no reason I have so much attitude against my kids and husband and I feel so bad but I can’t control it I’m scared that it can turn to postpartum depression...... any one else feel this way right before their birth or now ?? Feel hopeless and like an asswhole like this baby will never pop out and me being a bitch I don’t want the kids to have this last view of me before giving birth which who knows when that would be now feels so far away !!!! Thanks for listening