Another bfn

Period is 11 days late and another bfn. I feel so awful like I could burst into tears. And I made my best friend feel horrible because she told me she is pregnant now earlier today.

I was trying to be super happy for her and all I can think about is why can’t I? I didn’t say anything to her aside from I got a negative. And now she feels bad because of it. She wanted us pregnant at the same time. I am so frustrated and ready to just give up and at this point I’m tired of watching negative after negative.

Just wish the witch would show up now because I can’t take much more. I’m in tears and I feel so broken.