Reasons I stopped seeing my family

1) my mother is a hypocrite

2) my 14 year old sister is a back stabbing bitch

3) I'm nagged

4) I'm judged

I moved 45 minutes away grom my family recently and it is probably one of the best things i could have done for myself. Im no longer hiding who i am. I smoke pot. I practice paganism. I chopped off all my hair. I got another dog. Oh no! I'm happy.

I was told that I'm no longer aloud to be around my sister bc i smoke pot. But its okay for her to drink right? Or sneak out?

Not that it matteres that besides pot I've got my life together. A job. A marriage. A house. A wonderful son.

I didn't see these people for 2 months! And then all in one 2 hr b-day dinner i was

1) told im losing to much wait. (Its bc of my antidepressants, and i am with my dr.)

2)asked why i dont call (bc u dont)

3) why dont u text us (bc u dont)

4) why dont u come stay the weekend with us ((aunt and gram)) (bc u live 2 hrs away and i dont drive)

5) why dont come visit us (bc both my husband and I work, we live 2 hrs or 45 min away, i dont drive, do u know how hard it is to do anything with a baby?, AND BC U DONT!!!)

so after dinner and a horrible night (worst night EVER) on 3rd shift i get a call from mom asking why i told my sister(14) it was okay to smoke pot.... i didnt. I said that if she went camping with me and my family than maybe she could drink a lil but no pot. (Shes allowed to drink with her 19 year old sister but not her 21 year old sister?)

Im so fucking sick of the criticism.

Im sick of the favoritism.

IM SICK OF EVERYONE THINKING IM A HORRIBLE IRRESPONSIBLE PERSON FOR SMOKING A FUCKING POT PEN SO I CAN SLEEP AND CALM DOWN FROM MY ANXIETY ATTACKS THAT THEY FUCKING CAUSE😡🤬