First pic is yesterday(11DPO) and second pic is today(12DPO).

I don’t want to get my hopes up. This is the 9th pregnancy. I lost 3 before my son(almost 4 years old). The third pregnancy I lost was a girl at 12 1/2 weeks. The fifth pregnancy I lost was a boy at 9 1/2 weeks. In December 24 last year, I lost my 6th at about 6 weeks. Found out I was pregnant in March (7th pregnancy) and April (8th pregnancy), however, HCG never doubled so losses were inevitable.

We’ve been fertility patients since 2014 after our third loss at 12 1/2 weeks. Lost her to a blood clot. She was perfectly healthy. After many blood test, we discovered I had hypothyroidism and a minor blood clotting disorder. You’d never know I have a thyroid issue. I’m not over weight and have always been petite and somewhat fit. Within, 3 months of seeing one of the top fertility doctors in the US we were pregnant again. Except this time, my sweet boy grew and grew. He’s perfectly healthy! My 5th pregnancy I just went to my OBGYN because she was very familiar with our situation and we all felt confident that she could treat everything the way the fertility doctor did. Every was going perfect. All blood levels looked right on track. Went in for another ultrasound a few days later, heart stopped beating at 9 1/2 weeks. Genetic testing showed Trisomy. No chance of survival what so ever. No fault of anyone’s. It just happened. My husband and I have both had extensive blood testing done. My husband is perfectly healthy. With the exception of my two minor easily treated issues, I am perfectly healthy. We’ve been back with our fertility doctor since September of 2018. I’ve have two D&C’s over the years. The fertility did a hysteroscopy back in early November 2018. Found minor scar tissue and a tiny polyp. Both corrected. Had a hysterosalpingogram in May 2019. Everything was perfect. All in all the doctors say my uterus and everything is beautiful after everything I’ve been through. The current fertility issues a or infertility issues are unknown. Fertility doctor said need step is preimplantation genetic testing and

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. We don’t want to “force” my body into becoming pregnant. We’d prefer to do things as natural as possible. Our fertility doctor said he will support us TTC naturally for as long as we’re willing to try. He said some people can’t handle the emotional aspects that come along with it. However, if we can handle it he’s willing. Needless to say, I’ve been at the lowest possible emotional state when losing at baby at 12 1/2.

We’re at peace with whatever happens. We’re at peace with the journey. I feel I been chosen o go through this because I am strong enough for it. Please pray for us on this journey. I pray everyone has happy and healthy pregnancies. ❤️🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼