Frustrated

Hiii everyone , is it okay I'm discouraged and don't want to try to conceive anymore me and my husband been trying for almost a year still no baby. I was diagnosed with pcos earlier this year I've taken metformin but stopped because of the side effects, my obgyn referred me to a fertility clinic but my treatments don't start until possibly August. It's hard to tell when I'm ovulating I've tried ovulation sticks doesn't work . I've come to a point where I'm just tired of peeing on a stick and it's negative 😢😢.