3 years ago me and the guy I’m with now got together while I was still married... the man I was married to has always been my first love and the way our marriage ended was absolutely terrible, heartbreaking and I regretted it a million times over. We had been great friends since we were 12 married at 21 while I was pregnant with our son and somewhere along the way after 4.5 we lost sight of our love and we ended up ending the marriage. The guy I’m with now ... the relationship has been on and off terrible ... he’s been put in a jail while we were together and had also done a bunch of terrible other things to me ... & somehow i always forgave him. We had 3 miscarriages and each time he was nine supportive even one time telling me “it was the best thing that ever happened to him because having a kid with me would have been the biggest mistake of his life” here I am now 24 weeks pregnant with our son .. & our relationship feels like it’s just done. I sleep in a different room, he never seems interested at all in the baby, he doesn’t want to buy anything & really his only concern was saying it “better be a boy” 🤦🏼‍♀️ and of course he is a boy. He also wants to name him after him and I just don’t want to do that.

The huge dilemma is now my ex husband and I ( who have a long history ) have been talking and he still lives in the house we bought together so he told me too “ come home “ 😭😭 I instantly just started crying. He told me he loves me, will always love me & will help me out however he can. He said he would even adopt the baby if he signs his rights over which he has threatened to do before. I’m so scared I just don’t know what to do. My heart is so heavy and especially being pregnant I’m so emotional.

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