My husband

So last night my husband informed me during a conversation about me being pregnant that he isn't happy or excited... :( he was trying to get me pregnant so it's confusing... IDK why he said that but it really hurt we just lost a baby in July so I brought up how happy he was last time and he said that when I miscarried he was a little tiny bit glad... That just kills me.. IDK what to do.. I'm 5 weeks now.. I think I'm just going to go to doc apt alone.. I don't want his negativity to affect my baby