Stress at work

I’m having so much stress and anxiety at work due to my boss that I’m starting to have regular panic attacks. I raised something with my senior manager (who she’s pretty friendly with) and have had a major dressing down for going above her. It’s a long story but I was within my rights to air my concerns and my manager was definitely in the wrong.

I can’t afford to not be at work right now and I HAVE to stay anyway to be entitled to maternity but I don’t know what to do or how to stop myself causing any harm to me or my baby. Has anyone else been in this position? 🙁

It’s mortifying because when I get angry I cry so I’ve had to pass off a red face all afternoon as being hot as it’s a pretty humid day.