I’m totally done.

Ki

I had my second miscarriage in September. Just like my last one, the father was not supportive. However, unlike the father of my first miscarriage, he decided to come and go when he felt like it. Well, I planned on going to Hawaii around the time of my due date last month (he lives out there) so we can do something for the baby since he told me he believes me. I told him I was going there and he was back to not believing me and came up w a lie that his family was going to be there the EXACT same dates I was going to be there, which I call bullshit on. I’m just done. I cancelled all my doctors appointments (I had a lot of medical issues since my 2nd miscarriage) and I cancelled my therapy appointments. If I cut myself too deep or drink too much one night, GOOD! I’ve had it!