Depression jokes?

Jayla • Wed, Jun 26 • 42 months ttc 1/16/19 Aden Matthew Berry👼🏻

Does anyone else kind of low key joke about their depression. Like I’ll say something like “even if I do drown it’s a win-win” or “yea you take two and I’ll take the rest of the bottle” and then have to add lol or the end or fake a smile or a laugh.. like I really wouldn’t mind dying but obviously others can’t know that because I’ll just be told “get over it”