Not really but kinda. My husband has been wanting sex and I'm just not ready. At first I gave the excuse that I wanted to wait till my period came and went so I can better guess my cycle (rhythm method). Well she came and she went.

So he watched me do the dishes and clean the kitchen and the baby is asleep. I'm trying to give him a good night kiss and fo to bed and he asks I'd my period was still on. I said no and he was like okay then, stood up and tried to give me the moves. I was like "😳🙈🙊🤔" aka I'm tired and I want to enjoy it and I'm too tired to so maybe tomorrow.

In reality I want nothing to do with sex for some crazy reason. Ima have to keep running away till I'm really ready.

P.S. when I wanted sex during the last trimester he was running scared and wouldn't do it. I'm 10 weeks PP...I guess it is time but damn I'm just so scared!