Currently crying

I’m miscarrying and I just feel so alone, I also just found out a family member had an abortion. My husband literally hasnt asked if I’m okay, hasn’t even cared to talk to me... I can’t help but cry. I’m in pain, I’m sad because I was actually having some hope for this pregnancy, no one understands the pain and I’ve been called lazy like a ton of times( I’m also anemic so the blood loss always makes it worse) I don’t even wanna be here anymore 😭😭😭 I just want it all over