I have been with my boyfriend for 1 year and 2 months and it's too perfect... I mean I love it but I've been hurt so many times, I feel bad knowing everything is going good but still watching my back. You feel? I mean I never want to leave this guy he's sweet to me, I feel comfortable in his Arms, my family loves him, his family loves me, sex is amazing, sleeping next to him and waking up next to him is great. I mean he has some flaws but nothing too bad... He is very open with his phone and I want to see his messages. But I know I won't find anything. But it's like I still desperately try to look just in case he is playing this long cruel joke on me that he loves me... Why do I feel like this...