Baby CRAZY

Im super baby crazy. Like SUPER. And I really just need to get this off my chest and my husband is at work so here I am.

Well, to start off with, my schedule went all topsy turvy this month and I havent been the best about taking the pill. So my husband and I have been using condoms and the pull out method to be cautious. We both know condoms are more effective, but risking pregnancy isnt the end of the world for us. He has only partially cum inside me once slightly after my ovulation window. And he did cum inside me fully like 4 or 5 days before my period.

So the chance of getting pregnant is higher then it normally is. So im in a weird limbo of "im super definitly pregnant" and "no, that is your baby crazy talking and you are definitely not pregnant". My period is suppose to be in 2 days, and I have Already taken a pregnancy test that was defective and no lines showed up. And I really just want to know the answer but I dont want to buy another preggo test until my period. its just eating me up. Guess Ill find out in a few days.