“You need to get back out there.” Ally says to me, snapping me out of my daydream about Eli. His striking green eyes, his soft, soft lips....

“Emma! Don’t tell me you’re still thinking about him.” Maddie laughs, exchanging a look with Ally. This is the first time we’ve all gone out together since the break up. We were only together for three years, but he was my first boyfriend. My first everything. First kiss, first love.... and I lost my virginity to him. We broke up two months ago, but I havent stopped thinking about him.

I force a laugh. “Him? It’s been two months, of course I’m not still thinking about him.”

“Uh-huh. Then enlighten us, please, what were you thinking about?” Maddie smiles.

“Uhhh.....”

“Exactly. Well, Ally and I were talking, and we decided if you’re not going to get out there yourself, we’re gonna give you a little push...” She pulls out her phone as she says this, opening up Tinder and clicking on a profile. Wait.... is that ME?

“You guys, what the fuck is this? I told you, I’ll get back out there when I’m ready. And Tinder is full of psychos anyways.”

I scroll through the profile. I don’t see anything that bad, until...

“Is this me in fucking lingerie??!!!” I scream at them. I remember sending them that picture, asking if it was sexy enough to send to Eli. Now it was online. “I’m going home.”

Maddie sighs. “Take this, at least.” She hands me a piece of paper, on it the username and password to the Tinder account. I roll my eyes and walk out of the restaurant.

It’s now almost midnight, and I’m horny. Again. The first month after the break up was just sadness, crying every day. Since I’ve gotten over that a little, I’ve been lonely. Lonely and horny.

Out of curiosity, I log onto the Tinder account using the login Maddie gave me. I open up my messages, to one unread message. I’m not surprised when it’s a guy asking to fuck. But I look through his pictures, and I feel myself get wetter imagining him pounding into my pussy. He’s strong, with a nice set of abs and beautiful, piercing eyes.

So I say yes.