Okay so im 16 years old and i just graduated from high school. Lately i been feeling like im ready to have sex. In all seriousness I've actually thought about it because before when i thought about sex it was always how it would be after i loose my virginity but i really feel ready.

My dad and my mom been telling me since i hit my teen years that if i did have sex that i would just need to tell them and that they wouldnt be mad they would just need to take the steps to keep me safe and not pregnant (which i understand completely). I always had the mentality of if im ready to have sex then im ready to tell them that i had sex.

Here's the thing..

As soon as i broke up with my boyfriend of a year and a half,the only person i would feel comfortable with, i start getting tired and bored of my usual masterbation antics and tired of the same thing. The thing is.. im TERRIFIED of penetration i always got off with clit stimulation ever since i started masterbation.

I need new ways to masterbate ATLEAST till i figure out who i wanna lose my virginity to because yesterday i came 4 times and none of those times were better than the ones before.