Werid discharge.....

So.....idk its werid but not all glumpy its also like a watery like feel....but idk texture is like wet tissue an it looks like big chucks of wet tissue . Is it normal ???...if not what do you think it could mean.... Like its werid an it makes me feel insecure...one day few months ago same stuff came out...but durring that time me an my boyfriend started to have sex an it appeared all over his......well thing an i felt so uncomfortable an felt bad about it because i didint expect my discharge to look like that an for it to be soooo much ...an he saw an he was like " wtf ? " an stopped having sex with me an was like what is that ? An why is it coming out of your ....my you know ...an i was like...idk i didint expect this to come out of me it just did . An things we looked up nothing really fits the disruption of what it could be or to why my discharge is like wet tissue . Im 18 an he was like 21....but some how neither of us knows what it is or what it means....werid being the fact me an him knows so much stuff about sexural stuff an how it works down there....ya would think we been sexurally educated like as if we went to collage to know the things we know . But really we haven't . But yet we dont know what it means to have wet tissue like discharge .....it really makes me feel uncomfortable...an i made me feel bad that he had to experience it having to be all over his....thing . Like i felt ashamed an felt bad also for not knowing why my discharge was like that .....he said ne never not in his life seen anything like it ....so i was embarrassed an ashamed an uncomfortable about it.....i would like to get it checked out by a docter but i was hoping that maybe it wasint anything to be worried about . An all ready dont have allot of money to spend an family are also not doing well on money an clinics an stuff are like very expensive to go to one not to mention the pills or what ever they give you if something is wrong also cost a arm or a leg ....an i just not looking forward to spend so much money . But if its life or death or if its something that could cause me to not be able to have anymore babies...then i would want to know an would want something to fix it . Because i have 1 baby that's 1 yrs old an i hope when im 23 that hopfully i can have another an plus im not ready to die....lol....but because of the whole discharge thing most the time i cant even send a sexural...video to my boyfriend of my private part because im to afraid to how he would reacted an for him to be discusted by my discharge....would be embarrassing . An im meaning my newer bf reaction . An lately he been feeling like i dont get turned on by him . Like he feels sexurally neglected.....an i feel so bad