2 months ago (April 25, 2019) I gave birth to the most precious human..

A beautiful 7lb little boy.

Someone who has given me a reason to keep pushing.. to live.

Someone that has changed my life for the better.

I get tired, frustrated, sad, happy, so overwhelmed... so many emotions.

Countless diapers, struggling with breastfeeding.. ( had to supplement formula bc he didnt gain weight.. so supply dropped.)

Many tiny little clothes, bottles, baths.. soooo much.

Mommy taking care of you while daddy is overseas..

Daddy only got to see you for a month before he had to go until next year.

I go through so much.. and it is all worth it.

I have a son..

who coos, rolls to his side (literally since day 1),

loves baths, can almost completely hold up head alone, smiles, and follows things with his eyes.

He loves mommys voice.. and LOVES to watch videos of him and daddy. He loves to hear daddy’s voice.. he stops crying when he hears it.. and will literally stare at the video.

My life can get difficult.. I’d do it all over for you. My heart is complete. My little rainbow 🌈.