Words can’t express the devastation my husband and I are going through. This is our 4th confirmed miscarriage and we suspect a 5th. Each has been a very different experience and this has by far been the worst. We have always had early miscarriages between week 5-6. So never got to see anything on an ultrasound. This time we actually saw our baby and thought we had our little sticky bean. 4 days later it all ended in the most traumatic way. I just pray that my heart will heal. I’m terrified to get pregnant again, but so badly want to be a parent.