9 Dpo and so confused

Hey so basically....Help!! I am 9 dpo A/F is due on July 1st. I having these weird symptoms but I don’t want to test and get a negative (way to terrified). At about 6 dpo I wiped and there was like a bloody tinged mucus (tmi) but I shrugged it off as me and babe had just had sex so maybe it was to crazy or something. Yesterday (8dpo) I got this overwhelming feeling like I was going to have to vomit. I sat at my desk at work and was contemplating running to the bathroom, I had a burst of energy which was weird because I’ve been so tired, and then I felt really wet only to wipe and have ewcm. My boobs have been on and off tingling and even hurts with babe hugs me to hard. Lower back ache on and off, my skin is clearing up (happens with a/f), I’ve had headaches on and off and felt like my head is clogged. Then today my boobs are horrible (but that happens with a/f), my head is clogged, I’m so tired, my back and neck hurts, and I’ve been having slight cramping and a weird pain on my right side that almost feels like a pinched nerve.

Anybody experienced any of this and got a positive??

Oh and there’s been a shooting pain in my vagina. I checked for my cervix and normally by now it’s low, now it’s high to the point I can’t find it.