Well out again . . .

Kass
Well my period was one day late and I was so certain this must be my time . Well I started early this morning and I now just can't stop crying I am now 9 months of trying and I don't understand what is wrong . I am tempted to make a doctors apportionment even though my doctor says "it takes a year for a health couple to conceive" I don't even see how that is it when I see everyone around me not trying and bam their first time unprotected and she is pregnant ! I am so crushed and in a shitty mood . Idk what to do .