Really need help.

I just found out I’m pregnant, the circumstances are really bad like I don’t have insurance, not a lot of money etc. my boyfriend keeps pushing me to have an abortion, and that’s the last thing I want to do. But he won’t stop pushing it . He says he wants to get his career first and get married and all that before kids, and I completely understand.

But abortion is something I have never wanted to even consider . I’m just conflicted because he absolutely doesn’t want this kid and is having mental breakdowns, but I don’t want an abortion. I have no clue on what to do.