Just need to let it out

I’m here crying as I breastfeed my baby because I thought my husband was going to be more supportive. My baby is 9 days old. He went back to work on day 5 when he could at least wait a few more days. We are financially good. I’m starving because there’s nothing to eat here. Everyday he says he would go to the supermarket but he doesn’t. I’ve never done grocery shopping online but at this point I think I have no choice. I need to eat healthy bacause I’m breastfeeding. He has Been out twice including tonight ( I’m breastfeeding the baby in the bedroom and he comes and shower himself with men cologne😡😡😡😡) . now he’s out to a restaurant grand opening with a friend and is probably going to come home drunk again. He’s sleeping in the sofa at night because he says the baby doesn’t let him sleep. So feeding and changing diapers it’s on me. Mind you he works at 1pm-9pm. It’s not like he has to get up super early. Am I over reacting? Are your significant others supporting?

Update: I spoke to him about how I felt and he said I was right to feel that way and that he would make it up

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