Almost 13 weeks and I still can’t believe I’m pregnant.. lol. At this point I don’t know when I’m gonna grasp it. It amazes me that I am growing a whole human. And it’s MY baby.. I’m gonna have someone to take care of and love besides myself (& my pets n bf) for the rest of my life. It wasn’t really planned but it wasn’t prevented, I didn’t realize it would happen so quick but everyday I’m growing more and more thankful it did and scared.. Is anyone else a first time mom and petrified? Lately my emotions have been crazy and I can’t stop thinking about the future and I also can’t stop crying and being mean to my boyfriend 😭😂😂 I’m a crazy mess right now guys