The past two years have been terrible. I have had two suicide attempts, three hospitalizations and a diagnosis of bipolar 2. Anyways with the medications I’ve tried with bipolar they made me feel drugged, lactate, and gain 30+lbs (also I haven’t been exercising because of the depression and stress eating). and has effected my self confidence even more. Thankfully this past two months I’ve been on lithium and it has helped sooo much!! I am not depressed at all.

Anyways I just went shopping for a new bathing suit and it made me feel a little down because of all the weight I’ve gained from stress eating + medications + depression. Through all the looking I’ve finally found a swimming suit that makes me feel good about myself.