My DH and I TTC'd for 11 months before we got our first BFP. I took over 20 (different brands, different types) HPTs following the first one for about 2 weeks starting on 9-11-15 and every single one came back positive. I finally ran out of HPTs last Monday and decided not to purchase anymore because I was becoming obsessive with seeing those BFPs... On Sunday, I started light bleeding only when I wiped. We went in for an emergency ultrasound on Monday morning just to make sure baby was okay. Well, the technician could not find the baby with either ultrasound machine. So now, we are devastated and are unsure where to go from here. This is the only pregnancy either one of us have ever had and we do not know how best to cope. Selfishly, I want a baby so bad and worked so hard for this one so now I don't know when it's appropriate to start TTC again. This is a road I never thought that we would be on.