My husband was great for the first few weeks with the new baby, and still is great with my oldest. He doesn't really do too much with the new one now. She has to be fully asleep laying by herself for me even to shower.

It's currently 2 hours after he was supposed to get off work and he isn't home. (He does work 45 minutes away) I called and he was getting a hair cut and went to Walmart. He wanted to know what I was cooking for dinner.

We like about 30 minutes from Myrtle beach. We've been planning for 2 weeks to go have a fun day with the babies and go shopping and go out to eat. That turned into my brother and his wife going. That turned into him and my brother just going fishing instead.

I'm at stay at home mom so I literally never leave my house. Which is new to me. None of my family babysits for me to just unmom for a little bit.

Am I just overly emotional about everything? What should I do?