So I've had 3 previous pregnancies and have 3 kids pregnant with my 4th 27 weeks. In the last year I have been surrounded by friends and co workers who have experienced losses of LOs. I mean these girls are awesome pregnant women, eat super healthy, no bad habits like smoking before or during pregnancy and they've suffered miscarriages, a stillborn, and even the death of a 3 month old baby. I have been so so so blessed to never have had to feel what these ladies and many others have gone through. My heart aches for them so bad! I just feel guilty that I haven't had to go through any of that and their experiences make me worry for my baby. I think about these women and how strong they are everyday, every day I think how badly they must ache in their hearts! It just makes me sad and thankful all at once and I feel bad!