I feel so empty and disappointed. For my birthday month, July, I wanted the gift of motherhood. For months I’ve measured, counted, took meds, “just relaxed”, and still nothing. I understand that others have tried longer, but that’s not comforting. It actually scares me knowing that it could take more years or possibly could never happen. I guess I’m just tired. Idk if this heart’s desire/prayer will ever be answered.... and that depresses me...