This is our first month that we’re ready to try again after 2 back to back losses and a chemical.

I am currently 8DPO.

How do you wait to test?!

I am losing my mind. Logically I know that it’s a slim chance to get a positive test now or even this month. But here I go testing and feeling heart broken when I test and it’s negative.

How do you not feel guilty when you don’t get pregnant again right away?

With our two successful pregnancies it didn’t take us long to get pregnant, fortunately.

I am having so many emotions and I am so so scared to lose another. 😭😭🌈✨🌈