Down and frustrated

Been ttc 11 months , no luck . I really thought this could be my month , had mood swings , boobs bigger , periodlate , nausea , more white creamy discharge .

Did a test today and negative so down really thought this would be my month , my of think I could be ovulating now instead as my cervix feels high soft and open but unsure ( ovulation tests don’t work for me never had a positive but have been pregnant )