Venting...

So just left my drs, according to the app I’m supposed to be 8 weeks and a few days. Went to the dr and measured at 6 weeks 1 day and no heartbeat. The nurse practitioner saw me and just kept pounding “missed miscarriage” in my head. Mind you, they spent like 2 minutes on the sono, and it seemed like they were more interested in my ovaries than anything. Didn’t draw blood or anything, but made sure to talk to me about miscarriage. I haven’t been able to stop crying. I haven’t been able to think positive. At this point I’m just lost 💔