Jealousy and tears

A few days ago a friend tells me she thinks she's pregnant. She's been having some symptoms then tells me she got a faint positive on a cheap test. I started crying 😭😭

We have been trying for nearly 4 yrs and when aunt Flo is late I try not to get my hopes up but I can't help it. I hope and pray it's our turn.. but it's not. Now she already has kids and they recently decided they wanted one more. She's been dealing with PCOS and is already pregnant again. I can't help but hurt 😭😭😭 now the baby topic is a sore subject for me.