So next Friday I am booked in for my termination. I am so heart broken but I know it's for the best. I have been with my partner for 5 years and we have a nearly 3 year old. I am only pregnant due to failed contraception. My mental health would not cope with another new born baby. I had such bad PND when my son was a new born and I struggled so bad! My partner works 6 days a week and I was always at home not coping! I am around about 5 weeks now. Can someone please offer me so wise words to help me get through this :(

**UPDATE**

Thank you for all your kind words. I had a routine scan on the 10th to see how far gone I was and they said I was very very early which didn't seem to me and they wanted me to go back in two weeks. I refused and told them it wasn't right. I've had HCG levels checked on Thursday and today that haven't moved above 400. They have told me I've had either a miscarriage or a ectopic pregnancy and I have got to go back next week for another scan and see where to go from there. I haven't had any bleeding but I have had alot of stomach pain.